Yesterday I went into a crises, something like "I don´t wanna be an adult, I don´t think money brings happyness, I need some freedom, I need people, much more than a graduation ring!"
Sometimes it happens, and it´s really sad because if I stop and order my life to have more time to be with people, to talk with no worries about the time and the things we just HAVE to do, even if I do it, it will not garantee that my contact with them will be improved, because they didn´t do the same thing.

Well, in the middle of all of this, I always think about art. Because being free is an art. And it´s a really hard to do kind of it. Some years ago I used to get up on the trees, I used to sit under the sun and relax, I used to ask my friends every day "how are you?", and when I didn´t, they came to me and said "what´s up?".
People are more iportant than money, relationships are the cause of the best feelings, and the best feelings are the cause of artwork.

Of course I wanna finish my graduation, of course I wanna be a psychologist someday, of course I wanna win money enough to livea nice life (not hungry, not naked, etc). But I just don´t think that the walkway to this has to be this "adultlike", I don´t even think that someone who already is a professional has to be so "adultlike".

When I get to the 40´s, I want to still get up in the trees. And write poems from up there.


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I said I´d put the name of the person that´s put my job on her journal, here it is:



Thanks very much!